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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Sunday, July 5, 2009( 8:06 PM)

it's seriously horrible..
every morning, when i wake up, i have to remind myself to look forward instead of being trapped in the past..
it isn't so bad being trapped in the past, but if so, everything else would go on and..
i will be lagging behind..
not knowing that i'm standing way before the starting line..
i don't know if i tried to walk on or to stay where i am..
cause obviously i rather stay where i am than to walk on..
things that past are better because we all don't know what is going to appear before us..
and the more we try to make the future better, the worse it becomes..
well, it's that way for me
maybe it's time to let go of the past..
and embrace the.. present