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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Sunday, April 26, 2009( 4:15 PM)

all my hopes have been dashed and when i close my eyes, a sea of green floods my mind


i have no idea why would anyone want older siblings, especially brothers..
isn't it better if you're the only child?
at least there is privacy..

because my bro is such an ass..
he threw away all my hairbands (how am i suppose to go to school with my hair tied tomorrow?!) and the embroidery threads..
he's like so bloody extra..
can't he do anything without touching my stuff?
i don't go around touching his things, think it's rubbish and throw it away
the worst thing is that he doesn't admit doing it..
if he doesn't have the bloody guts to admit throwing my stuff away, then he shouldn't even have touched them in the first place
it's the same as him making this girl pregnant and say it wasn't his fault
killing someone and say he didn't lay his bloody hands on them
can't he be less obvious that he's guilty..

and now he doesn't even allow me to use msn cause he wants to use it..
what an idiot..

{/the earth is bronze
Wednesday, April 22, 2009( 8:09 PM)

i guess half the school knows the drama results now..
miss wong is right, there isn't nothing to be ashamed of..
i guess we're just... feeling that we didn't do our best.. ashamed of ourselves?
we were all really sad as we didn't get what we expected but later i felt better after what miss wong said..
weird but true.. we had a little fun here and there and stuff..
i can still remember the making of the lighting board..
sunxin and peishi really had a hard time trying to make the hole on the lightboard bigger..
i believe/hope that they would treasure the moments we spent together as well as i did..
i mean those silly times we had calling cues moving the silly 'sliders'..
i guess i haven't exactly been really nice to them..

oh wells, have debate research to do..
it's so.. irritating..

{/
Monday, April 20, 2009( 6:18 PM)

it's just so tiring..
i've been trying my very best but it seems that it isn't..
i have been stagnant for the past few weeks and it's infuriating
i must progress.. if not i'll be travelling backwards..
i just don't get it.. if others can, why can't i?
okay that shall be my motivational quote..
but it's so lame

okay i can survive 6 days..
what is 6 days to me when i survived 13 days..
i can do it..

tomorrow's clara sim's birthday!!!!!!!!!!
omj only if she's in singapore..

{/
Thursday, April 9, 2009( 9:20 PM)

i feel better after seeing the doctor last night..
but didn't feel that well..

Drama was cool..
well, the first part was docorating of the closets
then talk, exchange lame jokes with nicole and talk more..
full run with teachers and xinrui looking..
it was totally stressful and i felt that i'm really mean to sunxin and peishi because i was really frustrated with myself for not getting the cues done on time..
i know i shouldn't vent my anger on them.. i feel so horrible now everytime after we were done with the 35th cue..
i feel so bad.. i promised to watch this movie with suen today..
but i didn't know that i'll be sick..
and that drama would end so late..
bummer..
luckily, i can make it up for her on either saturday or monday!!
i didn't know that amirah's a huge fan of nick jonas..
she was so sad she can't "touch" them today..

{/
Tuesday, April 7, 2009( 9:25 PM)

ah..
my nose, throat and head hurt..
maybe because of the stress i'm constantly giving myself..
i mustn't screw up..
i didn't i didn't exactly recover from the flu i had the other time..
oh wells..
don't fell like going to school tomorrow..
anyway, i'm currently running a mild fever so.. i hope i don't have to go tomorrow!!