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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
{/old
Tuesday, March 24, 2009( 9:23 PM)

(1) (2) (3)
(4) (5)
(1) take it easy - by suen, it's a yellow shirt with white dots on it!
(2) Dear kylie - by tessa, it says:
"Dear Kylie,
it's your birthday again! And this year, you're 15. so cheers to your wonderful presence and out 9 (almost 10!) years of Friendship. Have a nice one this year. And even though we always quarrel, I still *heart*
God bless you always."
By the real bimbo herself.. *sobs* this is too touching..
(3) scrapbook page - i never thought that tes would really make one for me! she said herself that she'd forget
(4) birthday card - by huiting..
that reminds me that darren's drawing is really awesome.. he drew me something last year and this year too!! nice card
(5) chocolates - by huiting too!!! it's really cool cause yong suggested to get it for me.. cause i' sweet! haha
and the notebook oli and nurul gave me, it's very lovely!!!!!!!
the lion and tiger celeste got was wayyyyyyyyyy adorable(:(:(:
jiahui and weilin handmade stars made me wish i was more artistically incline:P
fengrui's gift was a surprise cause... it's so unlike him..
that reminds me that xinrui's dog hasn't seen daylights yet!!!
and all the birthday greetings!!! they melted my heart!!(:
love you guys!!!!!
thanks to:
~my ex-classmates!!(: (2 peace)
~my current classmates!!(: (3 truth)
~my drama-mates!!(:
~all my friends!!(:
thanks for making my day rock!!!!

btw, i feel old.. thanks to sharmala and suen..
and sharmala was so nice, she literally spoon-fed me my lunch!

{/fifteen!!!(:
Monday, March 23, 2009( 5:15 PM)

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(3) (4)

(1) contributed by jared and fengrui
(2) (3) contributed by xinrui the pervert!!
(4) contributed by celeste(:(:(:
haven't open the presents yet..



"You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and you're gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I haven't seen you around, before

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
and when you're fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough you're best friends
laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
and you're feeling like flying
and you're momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and you're dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
you're gonna believe them
when you're fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life you'll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine

and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
and when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

Your very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors
."
fifteen by taylor swift

Happy birthday to ALL MARCH BABIES!!
and there's alot of them!!

{/
Thursday, March 19, 2009( 10:30 PM)

words aren't meant to hurt
but just pray..
cause the LORD is always there for you.. waiting to help you in times of need..
just remember.. He's always there..

{/the siren
Wednesday, March 18, 2009( 9:22 PM)

Today went out with Little Miss Bimbo again..
but today i was late..
because we were doing compo.. my homework, the chinese compo..

So saw samuel at BK and he helped me with the thing..
according to tes, he helped drama TWICE!
so tes and i just sat there, spend our time insulting each other..
and tes zilian-ing.. haha she love raffles city cause there are mirrors EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!
total nightmare for me, a heaven for her..
then we went to harvey norman to get an empty disk and stopped by cocoa tree to get chocolates.. tes' treat, again!!
we took a little walk around the huge outlet.. many minutes passed..
so we agreed to tell samuel that we got in trouble for walking out without paying and they were looking at tes with that weird look cause of her tattoo.. plus they were giving us a hard time..
but in the end she blabber everything - guilty conscience!!
asked him who is he going to take to prom..
this was the convo taken from tes' blog:
"Haha, laughed until I almost passed out at Burger King.
Kylie: Who are you taking to prom? I’m taking Tessa.
Me and SSWJ: ==! "

funniest thing:
instead of biting the chocolate into half, samuel just dump the whole big thing in his mouth and he just act like nothing happened..
so we stared at him and saw that the chocolate wrapper was lying there.. with no chocolate inside..
haha he looked hilarious and said afterwards that the chocolate was too hard to bite.. but i managed to bite it.. haha.. it seriously looked hilarious but too bad tes didn't capture it on film..

after he left, tes dragged me for more photo-taking..
walked in and out of shops and took many photos..
finally we settled down for dinner..
button mushroom and chicken bamboo rice..
shared with tes that and she told me something :O

walked along city link and went into my fave : FLASH N SPLASH!!!!!
and new urban man.. both outlets..
and all tes could say was "JIALE"
bought more chocolate from 7-11 and talked and talked and talked until 8 plus

amazing discovery: samuel has bloodshot eyes.. freaky

{/confessions from my sneakers
Tuesday, March 17, 2009( 10:31 PM)


Met the REAL bimbo at plaza sing to look for the right wallet for me.. and MORE makeup for her..
i thought i would be late, or punctual, but i was early!
and tes got lost in singapore, like are you kidding??!! no.. she really got lost..
haha it's like a routine, we get to plaza, get chocolates from cocoa tree, her treat, as usual..
we walked straight into flash'n'splash and i dashed straight to the paul frank wallet..
sadly it doesn't look as appealing as it did last year, the first time it caught my eye..
sigh, but at least tes saw something she actually liked..
the emily strange wallets were on 50% discount, or everything that belongs to emily the strange and sufer girl is on 50% discount..
we walked around and tes took many pictures..
we ate dim sum (part of the routine) and she ordered the same old thing, i got something new(:
after that, instead of walking around to ice monster like before, we just walked past the flower pot of fake flowers..

our favourite shop had to be FLASH N SPLASH..
we spent almost 1/2 the time there..
it was awesome..
we took the train and tes can't help but to take ZL pics, totally oblivion to the weird stares we got from weirdos around us, bet we were the weirdos in the train instead..
blah!
the test sucks..
i can't even do it!
i guess it's going to be worse than the previous one where i scored 5/50..
P- pathetic..
P.S. BENEDICT THINKS EMMANUAL IS CUTE BUT IS UNWILLING TO ADMIT IT(:

{/
Monday, March 16, 2009( 7:31 PM)

blah!
woke up early in the morning at 10 cause my bro and my mum were making a huge fuss
lunch was at IKEA.. meatballs and potatoes rocks!!!!!!!!!
then went around sitting on different sofas to try out..
my bro and i found this super comfortable sofa but seems like my mum isn't really interested..

went to singapore poly..
it was pretty crowded..
my bro asked me to hold on to his laptop back and once we stepped out of the hall thingy, everyone just rush towards me, asking what course am i taking, am i interested in the freshmen camp..
duh no.. i'm not even in their school..
his new laptop is black, and totally cool..
but it was the laptop's fault that we spend most of the time on it..
buy collect it, buy insurance(in case of fire haha), configure some school stuff..
and he said that my brain grew..
yay! i'm getting smarter!(:

arrgh..
not a homework done for today, and will be tomorrow..
the school holidays are practically pack with classes and tuition, like total insanity..
and the stupid elearning kept rejecting my access!

{/
Sunday, March 15, 2009( 10:01 PM)

OMJ!
sometimes i still can't believe this is happening.. but it is..
sobs.. but at least celeste came out with a decision, i should be happy.. for her..
she doesn't want her mum to worry, to be sad..
maybe that's the supposedly right choice..
nvm.. just leave everything to God..
He'll tell her what to do..
fast, i hope..

{/
Friday, March 13, 2009( 8:52 PM)

YES!
i'm done recording the voice-over for boogeyman!!!
it's the holidays..
i'm done reading to kill a mocking bird! yay.. next: marley and me(:
but there are tons of homework to do..

then there's jamos party thing.. then eileen's birthday..
ahh.. why are there so many people born in the month of march?!

{/vandalism
Wednesday, March 11, 2009( 9:41 PM)


another piece of "art-work" but it's by su-lyn this time..
i'm like a canvass so i casually said that i'm her canvass but she took it seriously so it's there on my right arm..
eileen's right..
everyone is slowly poisoning me to my death!

{/
Monday, March 9, 2009( 8:47 PM)


the first picture is my hand that says "THESSA'S DOG"
and the second is thessa's hand that reads "Kylie's property The Cat meow!"
blah.. was pure bordem..
life is boring sigh
i can't wait for saturday

{/
Sunday, March 8, 2009( 8:47 PM)



Today i missed the bus!!!!
arrgh so was late then had to sit behind..
it was kinda the worse sunday Lord's table meeting i ever had..

after that, i went home to shower then met celeste to study..
she had mocha and i had caramel, both with whipped cream - fattening!
so at first we were concentrating on our homework until i guess i started to crap about crappy stuff..
then we did 3 'graphs' from big to bigger to biggest but the main plottings were all in the centre..
the most-negative point is -0.5 while thw most-positive point is 1.25..
that shows how bad it is..
highest record is 4 points on (0,0)..
we also did a timeline of our encounter..
like when did we before so close..

{/oh so random
Saturday, March 7, 2009( 11:00 AM)

smile harder people!
what is olivia doing??!!
self-denfence 101.. tessa tried to kiss me!
suen sitting there taking random pics

{/personality check
( 10:12 AM)

IT is very ironic..
my top personalities, which happens to be of the same height, are I and S..
and it so happens to be contradicting each other..
and my sub-personality is D..
but i'm more like C than D..
I'm extremely calculative, i do extra work (as in i redo my homework many times till it's perfect),
i can't stand things being unbalanced, and i like things to be perfect..
weird huh..

besides i passed my A MATH TEST!!!!!!!!!!
yes! and am going to fail my e math!
cause i used the same method to +, x, /, - for indies and i think i know i'm not suppose to do it..

{/
Sunday, March 1, 2009( 5:02 PM)

it's raining really heavily..
gosh..
i don't want school to start again..
i haven't played enough yet..
haven't enjoy enough yet!!!
arrgh..
the weekends are too short..
it should be longer..