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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
{/random
Friday, February 27, 2009( 8:37 PM)

Random pictures that i took during tuition..
the badge i love to play with..
my 7-up can (:
jiongle's blurred pic
clearer pic of him..

today i stayed back to do chinese with tessa and andy and leon came along..
i have to admit that their chinese is.. better than mine..
it as nice scaring andy with that sec one girl but i think that we went a little too over board..

{/the famous last words
Monday, February 23, 2009( 5:26 PM)

life is boring..
that'll be mine..
i can't do anything right..
i'm about to fail my ss test, thought molecule and compound were the same thing, don't see the difference between an atom and an element, still thinking that my lit teacher is a L-loser..

i am such a loser..
and still being laugh at for my chinese.. ironic

{/
Friday, February 20, 2009( 10:02 PM)

things to do:
Do voice-over (boogeyman) by MONDAY, if not clara will kill me
Study for SS test
Study for Geog test
Revise physics
Revise chem
Read more (ENGLISH & CHINESE)
Do newspaper cut-out


so much to do, so little time

{/
Sunday, February 15, 2009( 7:08 PM)

Today was our turn to clean the church and our batch was in-charge of the 3rd level..
I didn't want to do the toilet cause i would have to take out my shoe and socks but still did it in the end.. There's only the three of us girls..
it was fun.
Later we mob the corridor and the main hall..
Sad thing i fell.. on my butt.. guess the floor was too slippery
Happy things tessa took over and i could damage every one's ear drums with my horrible piano playing..
Stupid eeliang said i wasn't doing anything, like he did many things..
he and 3 other brothers were playing hockey in the toilet..

Xingyi managed to convince mary to follow us to the road junction.. then we walked to the train station..
Xingyi and i sat at the city hall station for i don't know how long, seeing all the trains passing by and just talk and talk and talk..
We finally took the train but alighted at the next stop then board the next train..
it's pretty lame but we still did it..
we took the train all the way to pasir ris then took back to eunos where both of us alighted..
when we tapped our cards, it says "overstayed" and had to pay $2..
we stayed in since 1.30 till about 3 going on 4 o'clock??
So what did we learn?
If you want to talk, get out of the station, talk all you want then go home..

{/
Friday, February 13, 2009( 9:20 PM)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
busy week..
i'm so behind time for physics and a math..
suddenly i don't really feel like going to the other class..
it'll be slower and the examples will be lesser..
HUH?! then what exactly is the whole point??!! pretty stupid but true..
she should go slower, give more examples and explain more..
uh. stupid..

i can't really remember what happen this week..
just know i never studied so hard for a test before..
sigh.. i'm going to fail anyways..
it's the same for e math test, after the test, thought for a while, then know how to do the questions..
maybe the questions are really common sense..

today jiongle is being so stupid..
he didn't realise that tomorrow is valentine's..
then he was like "sorry la.. didn't get you a present"
that reminds me.. i got the v.day treats in my fridge..

{/the new WOman!! (:
Saturday, February 7, 2009( 10:53 PM)


getting into the water and people praying for me

people praying for me, me submerge in water
OH YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Today's baptism was way cool!!!!!!!
It was just TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!!!
I was really nervous the whole day and my hands turned cold before going into the water (charis' my witness!!)
charis was very nervous too.. haha
i met a new friend, she's pearlyn and she's 17, just had 'O's.. like my bro..
What i like/love about baptism?
~The feeling when the water was rushing pass my face
~the coldness i felt in the water
the moment when i was fully submerged into the water
~But i LOVE it when i know that my Saviousdied on the cross for all of us and buried with me in the water
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know if my shirt went up when i leaned back but when i was coming out of the water, my shirt came up but i guessed no one saw..
haha
i was like freezing in the toilet then the water i was bathing in was cold..
haha so i was like jumping in the toilet..
later had hot milo and it was nice.. haha
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{/
Friday, February 6, 2009( 9:36 PM)

getting baptize tomorrow..
I'm so nervous..
but still troubled all week..
don't know what..

{/
( 8:22 PM)


"Hiding behind the smile, it's not that difficult"
Why are you doing this to me? you always wanted everything to go fine between us but now you're lying to me, through your teeth..
I know i expect everything to be perfect but i didn't pressurise you, i don't need you to follow my perception of "perfect", i just everything to go fine for us, just like you..
I'm not implying anything negative or whatsoever, i just want the best for us, the "best" we all agree on..
But i guess you've lost faith in me.. we've been through so much but now you're literally throwing everything we once own away.. You're judging me with your eyes, from what you see..
You don't bother to confront me, as me, understand me, what more can i say?
you know I'm insensitive, I'm slow and stupid, then tell me, show me, don't just hide from me.. i don't want history to repeat itself..
Tell me where i went wrong, torturing this friendship won't do any of us any good..
"the promised you once made didn't last"

{/
Wednesday, February 4, 2009( 7:11 PM)

arrgh............
it's so frustrating..
i can't just keep failing all the tests..
i need to do something.. desperately..

3 more days..
yay!

{/
Sunday, February 1, 2009( 9:12 PM)

really?
how can it be?
i vote no

and guitar so tiring!!!!
be i love it!! (:
i'm so excited for next week!!
i'm getting baptize!!
yay finally..
count-down!!!