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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Friday, October 17, 2008( 6:13 PM)

Thank you everyone who comforted me..

Miss nah was comforting me too.. some point in time i couldn't speak..
1) I can't cause I'm crying so hard
2) I might just burst out again.. ZR might use SOMETHING to dry my tears.. (sick)
When she said you can cry now then later calm down to think about what subs,
I turn to WL(she was on my left), laid on her shoulder and cried my heart out..
What they said was right.. I was crying during english lesson like crazy and crying when results were out even crazier..
The worst i ever did in school history..
Miss nah(and others) is/are right.. it's not the end of the world.. it's not Os..
As long as i try really really really hard(easier said than done) i will do well despite what i take..

I feel much better now..
I hope so.. I'll try to appeal..
Asked Mr ong.. XR jared and i were like asking him a million and one questions that made him super frustrated.. Haha.. but his words really enlightened me.. So maybe i should test out.. try my luck or whatever..

Miss Wong said that i can take English Lit if i don't take Media Studies..
She said i can take.. but i'm not really sure if i should..
Cause Lit might be pretty difficult for me.. as i'm not those "LOOK-INTO-DETAIL" kinda person.. it might be too profound for me..
Not sure..
If should choose a sub that i interest in or would get me good grades..
Lit i got this is cause I studied real hard..

I'm really confused..
Mr ong said if i try out for 8 subs and i make it, it's final..
No more changes.. i used to be very confirm that i really want 8 subs..
But not i'm in the middle of 7 & 8 subs (literally!!!!!) i really doubt my ability to do well..
I really suck..
I'm so disappointed with myself.. I'm so useless and stupid.. I can't even get/do the subjects i want and have to appeal for it..
This is the result of being dumb and stupid..

i really believe i'm a pig now..
A dumb one indeed..


AMOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as what you requested.. to just put your name..
reminds me of XR.. she used to say "Never say my name"/"don't have my name"
werid.. anyway.. delicated to you.. weird eh..
"I'm going to post the word "amos" cause he asked me to. "amos" " (taken from msn window)