For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010( 2:15 PM)
today is the ultimate slack day ever
i tried to study last night, but i couldn't
my mum told me to sleep on it,
that maybe today will be a better day
nah, today's actually worse
she said maybe i'm just too overwhelmed by the stress that i'm not focused
maybe, but i know that isn't the real reason
my mind is constantly being bombarded with silly and nonsensical ideas
that i thought maybe having it expressed out in words would be better
hope that i'd be able to study productively later
i don't know what i'm really expecting
but maybe i should have noticed this vicious cycle all along
that it has always been there
if it happened once, fine then,
maybe i was not to blame
but it happened, what, every single time
am i an idiot or something?
because right now, i feel like one
maybe i'm just not so good at expression and hurt every one
well then, i'm sorry
okay?
if it actually make things better