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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
{/i shall try to compose a post during the span of one song
Wednesday, September 8, 2010( 12:03 PM)

(okay here goes, it's september by daughtry)

i've been wondering what life is all about
since, after only God knows how long, we're going to be urns or graves
so whats the use of fighting so hard for something when you can have it for eternity?
okay, maybe i'm just pessimistic, but it's true, isn't it?
deep down, in the deepest corner of every heart,
all this is true

of course, this is one thing i still am unwilling to believe
but believe it or not, regarding its presence or not
it is still there and nothing can change it

so, as what the speaking brothers or sister eehan said,
why not lets just fight for something eternal?
running for the race and knowing what the end goal is
because everyone needs a goal to be motivated to carry on in this course

(second round of the same song)

anyway, thats not my point
my point is
so what if we enjoy now?
will we get to enjoy this forever?
what will material comfort do to us?
how will material comfort comfort us?

in a way, it's just a temporary comfort
something that we need for only a short time
one hour? day? week? month?
but regardless how long, it's not forever