Photobucket

welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


Photobucket
For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
{/
Wednesday, September 29, 2010( 8:21 PM)

i don't give a damn if you know this or not
but you suck
no, to some people, i know they think you're totally amazing,
an awesome friend, THE PERSON to be with
well, that might as well be your facade you try to con people into believing
well, newsflash:
that would be SO LAST CENTURY

anyway, i don't think we are actually classified as friends, to begin with
maybe more of acquaintance?
because half the time, i get the feeling that you're trying to stab me in my face with a plastic fork
the other half, i figured you're trying to gossip behind my back so desperately that you got it written all over that face of yours

c'mon, when you're figuring out how to flirt your ass into the "cool" crowd, despising (not even willing to give the initial look) the "not-so-cool" people
other people out there are watching you.
being that silent killer, slicing you into your inner core
talking behind your back.
yeah, so what if you're (quote) "loyal" to your friends,
people will think you're just being their dog.

i would like to emphasize that I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING against you
it's more of you to me.
i'm not guessing.
you went directly in-your-face-i-hate-your-guts-get-the-f**k-out-of-my-view to me
i'm not as clueless as you hope i would be.
i'm sorry if it burns.

strangely, you remind me of a christmas turkey.
no, don't get me wrong, i'm not like some people that discriminate people because of their size
i was thinking that you should have a bright red apple stuffed into that snotty mouth of yours,
baked till golden brown
and allow people to feed upon you helpless to their heart's desire
well, at least make yourself do something that's worth something