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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Sunday, December 13, 2009( 4:29 PM)

Okay, i officially feel like a loser
i want to be a loser for God, not for myself
because we may appear to be losers in front of people but our just rewards are in heaven above
but i can't even put my human nature down to do God's will
i mean it isn't that difficult to say "JESUS LOVES YOU" right?
Jesus died on the cross for all our sins, suffering the shame, and i just can't say those three words
tessa's right, we should pray for strength and stuff
she said that i'm blaming myself too much
i don't know, i'm confused
i can't even play bejewelled blintz properly!
but i guess God will open a way
when there seems to be no way :D

tell me i'm random but i love this song