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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Monday, October 19, 2009( 2:33 PM)

I guess, one day, it'd all end
it's not that i want it, but it's a need to, because i can no longer go on, anymore
i should have seen this day coming, just that i did not anticipate it to come so soon
i lost everything and guitar is all i have now, i really want to hold on to it, no matter whatever happens but the road isn't getting easier
i know, because the hand that just refused to exert enough strength to press the freaking strings belongs to me
everything that i have, everything that i worked so hard for is just going down the drain again
all that i have worked so hard for..
because of the stupid nerves in my stupid hand
who cares if it's hereditary or not, it's not like anything is going to change
i might as well spend the rest of my pathetic life disabled