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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Friday, July 10, 2009( 9:41 PM)

this is insane..
chinese oral is 16-10= 6 more days!!!!!!!!!! and i'm so not ready
my pronunciations are not clear, and it's getting on my nerves..
some phrases or words are just too difficult to read/remember..
i know my chinese sucks but i really have to practise for oral..
it's like 40 marks?!
and i get super freaked out especially reading chinese to 2 people i have not met before..
and part of my grades were depending on them..
maybe if i smile harder, they'll give me higher grades..
or just think i'm an idiot.. as usual :p

what if i lose my voice?
or said something weird/offensive?
or kicked one of the examiner's leg?
or push the table so hard they felt the impact on their own tables and fell back on there backs?
or i was too soft cause i freaked out?
or i said something in english my accident?
or.......

why am i scaring the wits out of myself?
i'll relax..
and panic 6 days later!!!!!!!!!!

i know you're avoiding me..
but i just wish you were near