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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
{/conference - SERVE BY FAITH
Sunday, June 7, 2009( 8:07 PM)

i seriously don't know where to start..
this conference really had many surprises installed and it was seriously unexpected..
~the fellowship thing
~the regret-to-tears thing
~the screaming-to-drive-brother-alvin-mad (literally) thing
~dorcas and grace's room thing
~the SPAM song
and many more..

i have to admit..
the conference (at first) was VERY DRY..
i just took notes ( i had no idea what was i copying), and i knew something was definitely wrong..
cause everyone said that conference is better than YES camp..
but i felt that it was, well, dryer..
so well, found sister eehan, and celeste had a similar problem.. so we fellowship, prayed with our knees to the floor, and i prayed that if God wants me to call a hymn or pray, he'll make the whole hall silence for a while..
God really answer prayers, cause it happened..
i was literally freaking out and words seemed to be stuck at my throat..
how hard i try to push it out, it still is stuck..
and during the break, i was praying and praying until i started to tear..
end of prayer, i covered my face with my hands (thank God i didn't tie my hair)
but sis eehan caught me and we started talking and prayed..
YES, i made her cry!! (okay tear/sob whatever)
so later i managed to pray, PRAISE THE LORD, and tessa too, and celeste..
and MARY WAS TOUCHED!!!! haha..

okay screaming thing..
for the past few days, the nice guy ferrying us (jamos, matthew, samuel, tessa and i) was brother alwin..
all the while, even in group fellowship, samuel was a guy with NO words and the rest of us were playing(most of the time) even in the car, he would just shut up and jamos, matthew, tessa and i would just talking and yank and blabber much rubbish..

on friday, our last night staying in GARDEN HOTEL (aka LKK hotel), matthew, as usual was spamming the happy tree friends song and the uncle f**ka song and we started screaming(to scare samuel, but instead, he laughed along - mission failed)..
so we decided to scare broher alvin instead..
many people who passed his car, including sister eehan and brother bernade, just saw our teeth and saw us bouncing like mad.. they can't hear anything happening inside, at all so they didn't suspect anything..
**it so happen when we stop laughing (out of breath), the funny part comes up
so went we left the gate, matt played the song and we started to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha he asked us to stop before an accident happen..
so i made a quick prayer, asking God to bless us as we 'sing'..

OH! dorcas and grace' room thing..
FREAKY!
grace saw something white walking to mary and celeste's room..
we prayed for faith, for strength and on our way to the room, we kept repeating the verse 2 Tim 1:7 and 'He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world' from 1 John 4:4..
we really really prayed alot.. for peace in our hearts, for celeste, dorcas, grace and mary who slept in d and g's room as "the thing walked to c and m's room"
that night was the night i slept the best! tessa was singing me to sleep and we overslept, causing the sisters from our group to be left outside for more than 3 minutes, knocking on the door..
anyway, God really gave us peace..

well, the spam song was for meng seng who couldn't stop spam calling grace and tessa..
but the song is hilarious..

and charis' "lecture"..
it was equally hilarious..

timetable :P

GROUP THREE!!!!!! HAPPY TREE FRIENDS

my awesome roommate!!! due to miscommunication, kt didn't manage to sleep over ):

melissa offered to help me copy some notes(:

my not-so-perfect speech..

i must learn to be not so perfect..
perfect speech, perfect prayer, perfect way of calling a hymn.. wow..

Your only son, no sin to hide
But You have sent Him, from your side
To walk upon this guilty sod
And to be called the lamb of God

Trust and Obey
For there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus
Is to Trust and Obey

Make me a servant, humble and meek
LORD, let me lift up those who are weak
And may the prayer of my heart always be:
Make me a servant, make me a servant
Make me a servant today

there are other songs i really enjoyed but i just can't remember what it was.. anyway, conference was awesome!!!!!

fyi, mary and celeste's room has an awesome view of the interior of the hotel