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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Sunday, April 26, 2009( 4:15 PM)

all my hopes have been dashed and when i close my eyes, a sea of green floods my mind


i have no idea why would anyone want older siblings, especially brothers..
isn't it better if you're the only child?
at least there is privacy..

because my bro is such an ass..
he threw away all my hairbands (how am i suppose to go to school with my hair tied tomorrow?!) and the embroidery threads..
he's like so bloody extra..
can't he do anything without touching my stuff?
i don't go around touching his things, think it's rubbish and throw it away
the worst thing is that he doesn't admit doing it..
if he doesn't have the bloody guts to admit throwing my stuff away, then he shouldn't even have touched them in the first place
it's the same as him making this girl pregnant and say it wasn't his fault
killing someone and say he didn't lay his bloody hands on them
can't he be less obvious that he's guilty..

and now he doesn't even allow me to use msn cause he wants to use it..
what an idiot..