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welcome

if i could choose what i want to be
i would want to be a grey dinosaur :D

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone


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For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, i love you still.
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.
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Friday, February 6, 2009( 8:22 PM)


"Hiding behind the smile, it's not that difficult"
Why are you doing this to me? you always wanted everything to go fine between us but now you're lying to me, through your teeth..
I know i expect everything to be perfect but i didn't pressurise you, i don't need you to follow my perception of "perfect", i just everything to go fine for us, just like you..
I'm not implying anything negative or whatsoever, i just want the best for us, the "best" we all agree on..
But i guess you've lost faith in me.. we've been through so much but now you're literally throwing everything we once own away.. You're judging me with your eyes, from what you see..
You don't bother to confront me, as me, understand me, what more can i say?
you know I'm insensitive, I'm slow and stupid, then tell me, show me, don't just hide from me.. i don't want history to repeat itself..
Tell me where i went wrong, torturing this friendship won't do any of us any good..
"the promised you once made didn't last"